If I Ever Run Mad
It will not be gradual

It will be a sudden switch from rational to lunatic. I will not be violent — I will be the morose, thinker type. The mad man with the glassy eyes that focus on nothing in particular in that space between the eye and where its lines are meant to converge. I will be the madman that speaks endlessly to himself, wrapped up in a bubble of melancholy and not willing to be disturbed — almost at peace…